How To Reference A Form Name In A For Loop

I've been struggleing with this chunk of code:

for j = 1 to totalManagers2
Response.Write("# in J loop:" & j & "<br/>")
If Request.Form("j") = "on" Then
myToField = myToField + recipiant(j)
Response.Write("recipiant's email is :" & recipiant(j) & "<br/>")
validRecipiant = true
End if
next


My problem lies with line ' "If Request.Form("j") = "on" Then '...

Now on the first page, I have a form, which I dynamically populate a table, and for each row, I output an HTML checkbox. I assign the name of that check box to a # that is incremented within the for-loop that is outputting all the HTML table rows.

So I have check boxes with name attributes such as "1", "2", "3", "4" and so on.

My question is, on the next page, how do I tell if those check boxes are checked? I use the Request.Form("1"), Request.Form("2"), Request.Form("3"), Request.Form("4") and so on.

But as you can see, in my For-Loop, I'm just checking this...
Request.Form(1), Request.Form(2)...and so on ....

So I am ignoring the quotation marks...how can I include them so the code knows to look at the form for the name attribute of "1" and not just 1?